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Take the quiz: "what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)"
xtc.
you are xtc. amazing, wild, sexy and young.
whoopie im a little pink round thing!
extacy kind of looks like tylenol ( at least in that picture.. probably not real ex. )
but hey i like the description! im flattered :)
heh well today was science test... and i have but 2 words to say about it
fucking. easy.
60 multiple choice and 15 short answer for a midterm is like one of my regular math 10h tests.. that was incredible
today was ok i guess..
mm. im hungry, must.... eat..........everything! NOW
bye!
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[24 Jan 2005|06:57pm] |
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DMX - party up (haha lindsay) |
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| You scored as head over heels. well, it's official. you're in love. and i do mean in love. so go tell the lucky girl. don't just sit around on your bum and wait for her to call you. let her know how you feel. but whatever you do, it's for sure. you're in love. way in love......
head over heels | | 75% | infatuation | | 60% | just friendship | | 55% | </td>
are you in love...or is it just infatuation?
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but who is this guy to tell me what love is anyway, i could've told you im in love with a very special and beautiful girl just as good or even better than this sap.
fuck off
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[20 Jan 2005|06:01pm] |
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A girl and guy are speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared..
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you, but slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
...A motorcycle crashed into a building last night because of break failure. Two
people were involved, a male and a female, but only 1 survived. The truth was
that halfway down the road, the 18 year old boy realized that his breaks had
broke, but he didn't want to let his partner know. Instead, he made her say she
loved him and felt her hug one last time, and let her wear his helmet so that
she would live, realizing he would be the one that would die. If there's anyone..
any-one you love this much, re-post this in your journal
[so sick of limiting myself
to fit your definition]
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[12 Jan 2005|10:50pm] |
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im crying, i feel like i am dying but im trying
i beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf...
life is not forever but if life will stay together
i would have a friend and my depression'd have an end but i've been thinking,
and thinking always gets me into trouble, but since i have a double..
personality it wasn't me, you SEE?!, now im a refugee
AND EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME IS JUST A PART OF MY DISEASE!
so today.. i played video games with my brother for the most part
i kicked his ass like 6 times in a row then couldnt play anymore from the laughter.
havent laughed that hard in a while... even though it was kind of dumb
didnt want to go to school today.. i fucking hate it
tomorrow is gunna be horrible as usual.
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[03 Jan 2005|02:46pm] |
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the "15" playlist |
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Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play!
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play!
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from!
1. "It never stops You can’t be everything to everyone, Contagion, I’m sittin on the side of satan."
2. "come together inside, this body is only a shell, change.. the only way we will survive.. light transfiguration of the soul, of the soul, of the mind."
3. "Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies.. I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown."
4. "Fuck it all! Fuck this world! Fuck everything that you stand for! Don't belong! Don't exist! Don't give a shit! Don't ever judge me!"
5. "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I walk alone."
6. "There you are alone With no hope of ever having something to be proud of Something earned without begging.. Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me.. Who do you think you are?.. What more do you want from me?!"
7. "Break you now, Mercy I cannot allow, Through your face My fist will plow.. Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now!"
8. "And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, And I don't want to go home right now"
9. "You fucked it up, With your motherfucking games.. Remember when I said I was so ashamed?.. Well nothing has changed"
10. "In denial, I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy All I see, a hate deep inside Startle me, someone save me.. Now these memories, fill my heart, they bury me"
11. "Let's get this party started.. I'm sick of being you.. You make me feel insane.. We don't give to you.. Let's get this party started.. You make me feel insane, I want to be the one, To make myself sane"
12. "I won't, be the inconsequential.. I won't, be the wasted potential.. I can make it, as severe as I can.. Until you realize.. You'll never take a chance."
13. "Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Something's raped and taken from me... from me"
14. "I don't need no arms around me.. I don't need no drugs to calm me.. I have seen the writing on the wall.. Don't think I need anything at all.. No, don't think I need anything at all"
15. "Yes I taste it.. Yes I breathe it.. Yes I hate it.. Yes I feel strain from.. Our separation"
go ahead and try
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[27 Dec 2004|11:36pm] |
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KoRn - one more time |
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yes so i just recently came back from my " 3 day christmas " with first my stepfathers family, then my fathers family the next day and my mothers family today.. way to busy i was... there wasnt much sleeping or pissing done from me..
comment if you love me... seriously
and now here is the song i am listening to.
KoRn - 'One More Time'
Always just coming in here,
starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved
each time it happens it's
always the same
I look down and then start to bawl
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time.
Always this teasing
sometimes I lose faith
where is my strength to hold on?
facing existence how can I relate?
Do I stand clear or move on?
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time.
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time.
Falling through this space in time
buried in this hurt of mine
falling slowly like a dream
falling through a world unseen
why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness, is this hell?
falling towards this hole I see
this is how it has to be.
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time.
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that's mine)
one more time.
One more time
One more time
//later.. -
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[20 Dec 2004|05:28pm] |
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KoRn >cover: pink floyd's "the wall" |
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Daddy's flown across the ocean...
Leaving just a memory..
A snapshot in the family album....
Daddy, what else did you leave for me?..
Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me?.
All in all it was just a brick in the wall
All in all it was all just bricks in the wall
We don't need no education
We dont need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey teachers
Leave those kids alone
All in all it's just another brick in the wall
All in all you're just another brick in the wall
We don't need no education
We dont need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey teachers
Leave those kids alone
All in all you're just another brick in the wall
All in all you're just another brick in the wall
I don't need no arms around me
I don't need no drugs to calm me
I have seen the writing on the wall
Don't think I need anything at all
No, don't think I'll need anything at all
All in all it was all just bricks in the wall
All in all you were all just bricks in the wall
Goodbye cruel world...
I'm leaving you today..
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.....
Goodbye all you people.
There's nothing you can say,
To make me change my mind...
Goodbye
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[09 Dec 2004|05:34pm] |
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korn - another brick in the wall; cover |
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today was another one of those good days..
feels good to be on this side again =)
i actually cant wait for school tomorrow.... its gunna be good.. get to see all my friends
i feel like theres nothing to write about since im not such a 'downer' anymore
bah
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[08 Dec 2004|04:31pm] |
Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come? (more to come)
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
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[05 Dec 2004|09:12pm] |
''and i pity
and guy that isnt me today''
lifes good
although there are some flaws..
i love my life and my friends!
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[02 Dec 2004|05:27pm] |
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hmm.. havent updated in a while
been trying to restore some relationships i have with people that i think i owe more to
no further detail
i woke up with the biggest headache today.. chorus, spanish and english didnt really help it any bit.. ( all loud periods )
so tomorrow is the half day.. i got:
4/5 health
6/7 espanol
9/10 computer grafix
12 English
all good periods except spanish.. i never do the homework and my class never shuts the fuck up and you can tell my teacher wants to like shoot each and every one of them, + i had a headache.. so that got me super pissed.
'till tomorrow m8's
comment or die!
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[23 Nov 2004|09:51pm] |
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slipknot - get this or die (get this) |
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i decided to keep this thing.. i guess its somehting that became a part of me.. or something to do when im bored.. yea..... ima go with #2
so today was kind of weird.. these 2 kids almost got into a fight during my language arts class.. it was great, my teacher was laughing at them. eventually he settled it.. boo! *thumbs down-
i had an interesting conversation with someone today and they know who.
yep. nothing else to write about so ill drop you all a song..
it goes-a-sumtin' like-a-diss
Slipknot - Spit it out
Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty...
...MAN NEARLY KILLED ME
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM THE GET-GO!
BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID COCKSUCKER
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is, never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, Literal Profanity HIT ME!
SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise
Step up, fairy..I guess it's time to bury
your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
If you know what's good - sit, shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - Don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE KISSIN'!
BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY, HALFWAY HAUSER
Don't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
Come on, and you get a face full o' tactic
Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN'
Now you start shit? Well, ain't that something?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want
But I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind you!
SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
'Bout time I set this record straight
All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate
Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
Where YOU gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got DICK when they passed out the good stuff
Bam
Are you sick of me? good enough - had enough?
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies!
SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
SPIT - IT OUT
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit!
Spit!
Spit!
Spit!
Spit!
It Out!
yay.
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[22 Nov 2004|07:35pm] |
i am going to put an end to my journal..
unless you have a reason that i shouldn't..
feel free to comment with your opinion on it
yeah.
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[22 Nov 2004|05:09pm] |
i would just like to take the time to thank you all for proving me right in the fact that i have no friends.. since noone commented on my last post i have come to the conclusion that either
1) you all have nothing to do with me
2) noone cares enough to drop a comment for me..
or
3) you just dont care at all about me
which says i neither have no friends nor enemies
dont even bother commenting now
thanks
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[20 Nov 2004|05:35pm] |
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im bored and i saw this in lindsay's journal and i wanna see if people will comment..
>Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love --
>anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what
>your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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yeah.. so im going to see the spongebob movie tomorrow with amanda.
sounds like fun
most likely will be
i <3 amanda ;-)
so today i stayed home.. got a fever :-( poor me. not
it was weird i felt better at like 9:00 in the morning but i didnt let mi madre know that.. she wouldve driven me in which = not good.. but i mostly slept all day anyway, which was needed very much. ahh sleep relieves so much stress.. i feel great right now.. sooo im gunna go out and jog around my apartment complex for like 45 minutes..
peace.
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[17 Nov 2004|08:30pm] |
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today was awesome for once!!
wait.. no nevermind. it wasn't
but tomorrow is another day. Now, on to business
today, i forgot to do my science homework but i finished it as she was checking it.. thank you seat in the back of the room! health was awesome.. everyone made food and it was all good and aine made my childhood favorite food! apple crisps!!!!!!!! :-) :-) they were so good aine.. thank you
back on topic. spanish was boring.. but me and ashley sommers just talk to eachother the entire period.. its kinda funny. we convinced dan mcrae to lay on the floor until the teacher noticed which was like 20 minutes so dan made up the lamest excuse that he was fixing his sock and he had to sit on the floor to do it or some shit like that. pretty funny. then lunch was the same. i talk to melissa merry oleg and alex most of the period and the rest with pat kasch and jessica pantelemon. In computer graphics im working on some weird project thing.. not gunna try to describe it. then came math, which is gay so then theres language arts which i had a quiz that i aced. so thats cool i guess.
afterschool dan foromoso came over at like 5 and brought over a new video game that TOTALLY RULES. (note: i only play video games because they make me happier than i am right now.... ok i lied.. i just play video games because im a nerd) and he left like 30 minutes ago and now im typing this.. ok im all outta topics so ill stop fer now..
peace yo,
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just to clear some things up and to let everyone stay up to date:
im not happy.. im not happy.. im in love with the most amazing girl i have ever met, and.. im not happy.. im not happy.. im not happy.. im not happy..
today wasnt to bad, but it made me not happy
not getting into detail.
thank you
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this will freak you out ..
> FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
> DO NOT CHEAT
> OR IT WON'T WORK AND
> YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.
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> TAKE 3 MINUTES
> TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
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> THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
> HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE
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> PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
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> 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for
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